Friday, 21 December 2012
Tuesday, 18 December 2012
Dooming
I'm upset, horrified, ANGRY. I feel uncomfortable. The world is dying, slowly. It’s difficult to imagine what worse is left for me to witness before I die. I’ve seen uncalled deforestation, atrocities on animals & humans, murders, genocides, homicides, terrorism, horrific rapes of children, girls, old women, obsessive pornography, cannibalism, extreme racism, extreme poverty and hunger and I feel ashamed to be a part of this world.
No stringent laws, no religion, no peace leader can do nothing. This is a roller coaster ride and it’s the downfall. We are bound to watch it.
We are all heading towards the day of reckoning. Sometimes I wish I could shut myself from the world, lock myself up and discover the world inside me. I don’t want to know what’s happening in the world outside. It’s anyway not doing me any good. It only pumps a feeling of hopelessness and distress in me.
I want to hibernate.
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‘Zoop’
#DelhiGangRapeInBus
Thursday, 4 October 2012
Wednesday, 3 October 2012
Dimaag ka 'Bell Bajao'
Was walking down the Barakhamba Road, in Delhi one evening after college with friends and I heard voices of someone screaming and yelling. I followed the noise and discovered a drunk man beating his wife and abusing her. He was holding a broken glass bottle. I looked around in helplessness to call a cop but couldn't find one. There were a lot of people around though, watching from a distance, acting too busy to stop the man. At first I felt scared to intervene, that man was not in his right senses, and might have attacked me too. But after a few seconds, I gathered courage and intervened. At first I sternly asked him to stop and then politely reiterated not to do that and indicated his wife to slip out of teh situation. I think domestic violence is a matter of public shame and needs to be stopped immediately. I feel happy that I made a move and left an example for other busy people to follow. Sharing this story was more important to me than winning anything. Worst part? A man wearing some nice formal clothes came up to me and told me, "Beta jaane do inhe, inka roz ka hai" (Let them be, its their routine behavior). Good lord! What's wrong with people? This story needs to be told to let people know that it is definitely their responsibility to intervene in any situation that leads to the humiliation of our whole society, not one person.
Sunday, 16 September 2012
Delicious Barfi =)
Words fall short to describe what
this film expresses. Words carry no value when the heart is empty. If
your mind is full, your eyes say it all… When you fall in love you just fall in
love. You don’t measure variants. The movie has certain beautiful dialogues
which I feel compelled to share. If the love you share and receive is honest,
you feel complete inside, even if you are considered a socially incomplete
person. And the love that remains is the one that happens, not the one planned
after quantifying and calculating it. You fall in love not to lead a
comfortable luxurious life, but to be in love.
The simplicity in the characters
send shivers to your heart, how will they survive in this world? They are too
delicate and people don’t have the heart and patience to understand their mute
words. Murphy or more commonly Barfi is a light hearted fellow who falls in
love but reality hits him hard that the world has its own set standards of who
can fall in love with whom. The real world constantly makes him feel small,
always running around to make ends meet despite of his little ‘Robin Hood’
generous acts. Then enters a pretty fragile girl called Jhilmil, who is trapped
in her own beautiful world, the world where she enjoys the miracles of nature, magic
and music. Hers is a tragic story, on the outside. Inside she has a beautiful world
and a family she chose herself by hand picking people around her. Destiny makes
the two meet again and again and the time bonds them together. A very unusual
couple, incomplete separately but complete together. The story revolves around
the quest of their love, one girl who wants to give up everything to lead an incomplete yet beautiful life and the greedy people who have
everything yet it never suffices.
I shouldn’t write a lot since I
am sure there is still a lot left for me to understand. But yes, Barfi was sweet
in just the right amount!
Monday, 20 August 2012
Broken Thoughts, Pieced Together.
Disclaimer: I am a believer.
This is the age of rage and
contention. And we have been born here, where one is farthest from god and
closest to deterioration of mankind. When we enter the process of life, we have
absolutely no will or desire. So during our lifetime(s), whatever we use, we are
bound to return. But as we grow up, we start accumulating a debt on us by
enjoying sweet fruits of the karma that we have not even achieved. It’s like
using credit and paying for it in future. We forget giving back the goodness
into the world and keep living an unreal life of luxury and pleasure. ‘What you
sow, so shall you reap’. And instead of putting the effort of sowing seeds of kindness,
we simply reap the rewards of others. That makes us a victim of future sorrow
and delays others getting their share of peace. While we have invited the beast
of regret, I believe others will be wisely taken care of by the almighty.
Debt debt debt. Do you realize debt
of money is a small stupid thing but it is money and desire that is the source
of all the personal and spiritual imbalances in the world!
People just try to find happiness
by chasing it. Sadly, happiness doesn’t even exist. Because for me, something
that has no stability is just an illusion.
Okay so now you are thinking ‘how
can happiness not exist?’ Let’s define happiness, in my standards; happiness is
having only what is required and in the optimum amount. Should be satisfying
our need, not greed. And how do we know what is optimum? When it doesn’t make
us insecure. Anything that doesn’t make us insecure i.e. gives no fear of
losing it, is the ONLY happiness. I’d rather call it peace. And I tell you, no
little or big amount of wealth can give you any kind of security. Yes we need
money, but enough to survive, enough that it doesn’t blow us out of our minds
and we forget that life is much more beyond all that glitter and gold. So let’s
put it in one sentence, life is all about keeping oneself at peace, not trying
to reap happiness based on our desires.
We got to be strong to smile at our
sorrow and be supportive to that of others. Come out and realize that if one is
sad, it is nothing but a process of paying back the debt and only inviting more
peace in life. And don’t let yourself be bothered by the misery of the other,
trust me, it is being taken care of, very wisely.
The world is cruel, agreed. But one
can’t close their eyes to it, because it won’t change anything. This is a
challenge, keep your eyes half open, half closed. That way, you are aware of
the outside world, but it won’t influence you since you are alive inside as
well, in the world of truth and serenity. You NEED to be aware of the ruthless
world, only then can you set a standard for yourself to achieve, a standard that
is higher and better and spotless.
"He does not make one suffer
for no reason nor does He make one happy for no reason. He is very fair and
gives you exactly what you deserve."
Wednesday, 15 August 2012
Ferrari Ki Sawaari- What a ride!
The movie touches your heart intensely,
with such well chiseled characters, of a father being an ideal example of
humanity to his son by fighting every immorality against all odds; a son in awe
of his ‘papa’ and following his path of justice whatever it takes; and a grand
father who is a prey to the wickedness of this world and trying to escape this
reality. The movie forces you to believe in the existence of such an unbelievably
pure and selfless family. Vidhu Vinod Chopra movies always make you believe
that people like that still exist. He gives those people an identity and a
confidence to keep on fighting, with dignity. Moreover, he gives us a hope that
the end of the world is not near, since there is some little goodness left. And
believe me; even that slight amount of pure honesty is enough to fight all the
injustice, if united. Only if we are ready to support the noble and imbibe that
honesty in ourselves can there be a hope to live with pride.
The movie also shows a woman who
is very sharp in her professional life, who perfectly knows how to make use of
things and people whenever required. Or the bank manager who refuses loan
because of defaults. I felt that the movie tried to represent the people stuck
on that thin line between selfish and selfless. The best part is that it is
shown that at the end of the day, having a good heart and soul, and being able
to be the reason to somebody’s happiness gives you ultimate satisfaction. The story
does have bad characters (the politician or Mr. Dharamaker- the people who sit
at the top and exploit their power), who are shown to have a publicly successful
life, but a very hollow lifeless soul. It makes a lot of sense, and makes any
average ordinary person feel special and lucky, makes you feel rich with the amount
of morality you have, not your bank balance.
I wept with the movie a few times,
but when the movie ended I cried uncontrollably, even when the titles started
rolling up! I realized that I was crying because it was the end of the Ferrari ki
Sawaari- LITERALLY! My ‘Ferrari ki Sawaari’ was the journey into the beautiful
world of justice. I suddenly snapped out of that world where all the goodness
united to defeat the evil, to the world around me in reality, where people pull
you down like crabs. I was suddenly broken to realize that there is no Rustam
(the father) anymore and Kayo, the little boy and no victory over injustice.
What a sad reality.
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